Nothing new. . .

There seems to be a shift, that which used to make sense is not confused? I no longer understand people and they no longer understand me. It as if the whole world has changed around me and I have been left alone in a world not of my own. I am in a land of confusion, the land down under, where up is down and down is up. The shallow is their deep and my deep is not understood or even cared about. How did I get here? Is this where I should be? Am I alone? I guess the real question that I need to answer is simply, will I follow Christ and seek my Father’s face if I have to do it alone? Alone… I think that is what scares me more then any other word… to be alone in a crowd of people…. to live in a sea of faces…

Will I follow you God, when all other friends leave me behind for another path… will I hold to you when “new teachings” try to lead me down another path? Will I hold to you when people leave me? Will I hold to you if I end up alone? Can I be alone and still love you for it?