As I have walked through my college life, I have felt like I have poured out myself to my brothers and sisters in Christ with little to no return. Over time I got more tired and weaker and discouraged. My life was getting depressing to where I didn't want to give anything any more, cause I felt that if I gave anymore of myself I would no longer be able to stand by myself. The revelation that came after that, oh it was beauty...
Could what I feel be a glimpse of God? After I give of myself I am left alone, no one comes to me and fills me up. I give out and give out, but I don't receive anything edification in return to build me up so that I might over flow again into more people. Wait, could this be what God sees every day? The amount that he pours out daily onto his people who need this and need that, but never stop to spend time with Him nor do they even thank Him for the blessings that He has poured out unto them. Could this be what God sees in us, what i see in my brothers?
I am just an ant seeing the shadow of the Mountain, picking up the manna that falls from the sky, but never thanking the Mountain for His shade or the manna that He drops for me. God you are so good and I am warn and weak, but still will I serve You!
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Yeah, He is good.
ReplyDeleteAnd I think that must be what He sees.